A woman I spoke with over the phone a couple of weeks ago wrote me the other day to describe what she’d experienced as we spoke.  With her permission, I share it with you.   The entire conversation lasted about 15 minutes.   To me, it provides evidence that some of what’s becoming possible in terms of personal transformation now is pretty astounding.   

By the way, I don’t take credit for what she experienced, but I do admit to holding the space for it to occur 

Here’s what she wrote,

“I had extreme feelings of sadness which originated from childhood experiences.   I was consumed with self-hatred, anger, sadness and wanted to check out of this world. I could not think of a reason to keep going. The fact that I was a mother, daughter, a friend, etc. held no weight with the overwhelming sadness and darkness. I was crying for no apparent reason, I felt out of control.

I had heard about  Matrix Energetics (ME) and Wendy. I gave her call looking from some type of RELIEF. This was my last attempt. If it did not work, I decided that I was done.

 What happened when Wendy called blew me away.  (Keep in mind as I describe this that she was in Canada and I am in Indiana.) As we begain to talk, she offered to try doing some Matrix Energetics.  Within minutes, literally minutes; ALL was gone! I felt Love, Joy and Laughter. I had been trying to get relief from this situation for hours and days and ME did it within minutes.To describe it more fully, as Wendy started to work with me, I saw a figure (I choose to call it God) holding his hands out for me, just like a parent holding his hands out to pick up a small child. I saw myself as a little girl (a toddler), I was joyous and without a care in the world; I ran into his arms. He picked me up and I felt LOVE like no other, I knew I was safe and what a warmth feeling went through me.  Love touched the very core of me. 

I then became a little woozy and flighty, but still aware. I sat on my couch for an hour unable to move, after the hour passed I felt extremely tired. I went to sleep for about 15 minutes. I became reenergized. I wen

As part of our ongoing exploration into what’s possible, the Consciousness Playground was joined on May 20, by a special guest.

Kenji Kumara is a quantum healer who works utterly without any ‘technique’ or doing. As he describes it, he simply ‘holds the state of transformation’ and people collapse into that state, entering an expanded state of consciousness as their conscious mind ‘reboots’.

During this week’s teleclass, Kenji demonstrated his unique way of accessing and working in the quantum field. In his words, “If we can hold an internal state or feeling of divine love, anything is possible for the receiver, client or student as well as for the facilitator or teacher. We can access a field or matrix of energy that we can call the matrix of all possibilities. When we align through the meditative state… miracles beyond time and space and distance can occur in the twinkling of an eye.”

On the teleclass, Kenji guided us to discover within ourselves the transformative state he works from. Then he worked with us as a group to “collapse any trauma we unconsciously carry from the past including the ancient past”. Since the call, I’ve received many email reports of Kenji’s work having been a profound experience for folks who caught the call live or listened to the recording later.

Anyone can listen to the recording of this call by joining the Consciousness Playground teleclass community. Details about the three membership options can be found here: http://www.wendydown.com/community/playground

Or, wait until September, 2008 when the recording of the call will be made available for individual purchase in the Consciousness Playground Store.

During our next teleclass, on June 3, we’ll be trying out a fascinating new way (which Reggi Shelley demonstrated on one of our recent Immersion Study Group calls) that allows us to experience, directly in our bodies, how possibilities move through us to manifest into reality. Its the clearest experience I’ve had yet of how we energetically create from thought to ‘thing’ and can identify where in us, any particular one might be stuck.